the almighty: Erick's Journal
[Most Recent Entries]
[Calendar View]
[Friends]
Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in
the almighty: Erick's LiveJournal:
[ << Previous 20 ]
| Sunday, June 15th, 2003 | | 12:56 am |
God... I love brian.
Teacher: step one, tell them to stop Teacher: step two, tell a teacher Teacher: step three, do what you got to do Kerri: what if it is taken the wrong way? Me: like how? Kerri: well if someone says yea like he said and maybe they will bring a gun to school. Teacher: sadly that has happened Kerri: i know, but thats how certain people resolve things Me: what do you mean "certain people ?" TJ: um you and your freak friends Me: why do you think that??? TJ: because Me: because the way i dress and how my friends dress? Because i don't "fit" in with your social groups? because instead of trying to be my friend you think that im not like you so you have a right to make fun of me? because since you don't want to know me better then how you see me you perceive me as being eligible of doing something as horrible as that? because im considered "not cool" so you won't talk to me so now you label me as being cold and distant person who only solves their problems by doing the horrible things on tv? your logic is sick Tj. i don't want to be left alone not having anyone care or ask how im feeling but because of you and your friends im doomed to suffer the things i fear most that is not what i want to be i dont want to be prosecuted for being different anymore i just want to be left alone... (Brian is "me" |
| 12:48 am |
Wow...
It's been a while since I posted in this... Wow. I realised... after reading this... that I am a delirious, stupid son of a bitch. |
| Sunday, December 1st, 2002 | | 8:29 pm |
fuck me and my ... nevermind just fuck me.
Screaming at a Wall I'm gonna knock it down Anyway that I can I'm gonna scream, I'm gonna yell I don't wanna have to use my hands It's like screaming at a wall Someday it's gonna fall You build that wall up around you And now you can't see out And now you can't hear my words No matter how hard I shout It's like screaming at a wall Someday it's gonna fall You're safe inside and you know it 'Cause I can't get to you And you know I resent it And my temper grows You better reinforce those walls Until you don't have room to stand 'Cause someday those bricks are gonna fall Someday I'm gonna use my hands **************************************** *********************** I hate this, but as kurt said: "We're the glue, they need us." Kathleen... she deserves to live for a while, Krissy, she stopped me from killing myself. Fuck it... Ashley hung out with Dan today, She won't tell me what happened... I want to die. I hope she calls... but I don't think I can hold on much longer. BMX BMX BMX. I need something. Someone, help? Current Mood: fucked up (cause of you)Current Music: MSI- Diabolical |
| 3:55 am |
Ashley
from now on, I'm starting all my entries with a lyric. **************************************** *********************** the perfect drug i got my head but my head is unravelling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's travelling i got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood i come along but i dont know where you're taking me i shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky the more i give to you the more i die and i want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug you make me hard when i'm all soft inside i see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed the arrow goes straight through my heart without you everything just falls apart my blood just wants to say hello to you my fears want to get inside of you my soul is so afraid to realize how very little good is left of me and i want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug take me with you without you everything just falls apart it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces **************************************** *********************** Wow, I have so much to write but I don't want to Make myself furtherly depressed. Or pissed for that matter. Dan, Ashley, FUCK THIS ALL!!!! I care so much, my fucking heart's shattered. If you don't know what I'm talking about, Ashley's journal... Ley83. I need to go ride, I hope I die. ~Ero Current Mood: (this sucks) Fucked upCurrent Music: MSI- Tornado/Diabolical |
| Thursday, August 8th, 2002 | | 1:56 am |
Kill me
Why do I even bother anymore? Ashley thinks I don't care. I really do want one of someone to kill me. please someone help me,I'm going to die, I'm hearing voices and seing things and I'm so scared. Just wake me up. or kill me just get me to a state where I'm not scared, With ashley, I'm in bliss. so why not without? I don't know but I'm getting scared noone cares.help me, I'm cold and frihtened, I try to tell some what's wrong and I look retarded of druck. I yell so I can release my anger, but now that I'm a yellow belt, I can get my anger loose on some poor soul when we spar. At least I have a few things to comfort me. 1. Ashley 2. Sparring 3. Scorch (my stuffed dragon) 4. Brian 5. Kathleen 6. music And to Scare me into suicide: 1. Ashley 2. Life in general 3. my dad 4. My mom 5. my mom's financial situation so, can someone help? Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: The horror of my brain |
| Sunday, July 28th, 2002 | | 9:37 pm |
Miss me?
I missed you all so much, I feel Accomplished, I have a new friend who's been my girlfriend for nearly 5 months. I Forgot to mention that,damn me! well her name is Ashley for all who don't know. She's Ley83 so put her on your list. please, love you all, ~Eros Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: Dead Kennedys- Nazi punks fuck off |
| 9:37 pm |
Miss me?
I missed you all so much, I feel Accomplished, I have a new friend who's been my girlfriend for nearly 5 months. I Forgot to mention that,damn me! well her name is Ashley for all who don't know. She's Ley83 so put her on your list. please, love you all, ~Eros Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: Dead Kennedys- Nazi punks fuck off |
| Tuesday, July 9th, 2002 | | 11:37 pm |
fucking boredom and depression
Well today was quite interesting. First, I went to some crappy ass vacation bible school. I don't want to get started. then I went to terrorize people and that didn't work so well. following that I went to scotts, you may not know the place, but it's cool lotsa table tops. Then I thought about Ashley. (pathetic, but true) Then I hang with my friend Denise and after getting lost and almost dying and shit with John and Denise (at least 12 miles of riding, and brian says I'm out of shape.) Then on to Kathleen's where I find out BRIAN'S DATING KATHLEEN!! (He didn't tell me.... where's the love?) Then I hung out with denise and Kathleen. I came home and went online for 2 hours now I'm updating my live journal. I need a hug or a kiss somebody hug me, I need a hug! well, I have nothing else to say. ~Raos, Sephiroth, Eros, Erick I don't know anymore! Current Mood:  indescribableCurrent Music: Abandonedpools- The Remedy then Placebo- special K |
| Sunday, July 7th, 2002 | | 11:40 am |
well, I'm back
been gone for a while but now I'm back and I'll get online more I apologise for not giving comments and stuff bot... i HAVE RETURNED!!! |
| Wednesday, February 27th, 2002 | | 4:30 pm |
sigh
hi everyone, what's up with all of you? I'm so depressed. I heard from Janelle. can one of you help me? Plese reply if you can. (don't do that thing you always do, ANDY.) ~Ero Current Mood: indescribableCurrent Music: Placebo-special K |
| Friday, February 22nd, 2002 | | 3:05 pm |
spoiled fucking brats
we all fucking suck! honestly we sit in our houses living our happy lives while people starve and work hard. Godess help us all. that's all for now, later people ~Raos Current Mood:  pissed offCurrent Music: staind-fade |
| Thursday, February 14th, 2002 | | 6:27 am |
Janelle = Love?
I wrote to Janelle. all of you who knows about Janelle will be like "Erick you dumb bastard, just shut up." Well if I don't speak much in school it's due to that fact. okay? okay. I'm gonna go be depressed, bye. ~Raos Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Staind-suffer |
| Friday, February 8th, 2002 | | 3:34 pm |
boo
i'm at Zack's and I'm gonna be bored soon. I hope we do something exciting soon, oh well. see you all soon. Current Mood: bored |
| Thursday, January 24th, 2002 | | 7:27 pm |
Vinny, you rock, but my sister is fucked up cuz of you
Kayla, my dear sweet sister, you nee to get off Vinny. He doesn't like you like you like him. Besides, in case you haven't noticed, you're acting like Yvonne to him. What you're doing to him is what Yvonne does to him. figure it out. jebus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh! I can't even think about it! Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: SLIPKNOT-Eyeless |
| Wednesday, January 16th, 2002 | | 9:20 pm |
the funniest thing ever
Member Name: ~$eXy HaGz~ Location: REPRESENTIN' ALL DA NEW YORK CHICAS 2 DA FULLEST! Sex: FiNe AzZ cHiCa ~OuT oF OuR mInDz! CraZy aSs tImEz! I luv u GrLz u mUh paRtnErz iN cRiMe~ BFF!!! *Cole Mina Suzanne Val Holly* 2 Vinny: muh baBy Boy 4eva & BESTEST FRND LYLABF! Marital Status: ...kiSs dA gAmE goOdByE... Hobbies: fLiRtin, BiTcHiN (AND WUT!), dAnciN, cHiLLin wiT mUh G' z (143 luv yaz all da way), mTv, PhoNe, muSic, GUYZ, $hoPPin, MoViEz, beIn a DuMb brOwn!, SLeEpiN, & geTTin MuH frEak oN!!! * 4get cheerleaderz! dancerz kick sum major azz! rite Suzanne? LOL Computers: I'M DA ILLEST B!TCH DAT EVA CAME OUT! U CHICKENS WANNA HATE? -! KNOCK YA SELF OUT -! Occupation: LiL h0e @ LoNgWoOd jR. HiGh!!! **IF BEIN HOTT WAZ A SPORT I'D BE PLAYIN VARSITY!** Personal Quote: i pLa muH GaMe LiK i pLa MoNoPoLy,i DaRe u B!tChEs 2 LaNd On My PrOpErTy*2 aLL Da jEaLOuS GrLz WhO DuN LiK Me -N- TrY 2 SpOt My pLoT GoT 3 wOrDz 4 ya I tHiNk NoT!^ Hometown HomePage: http://hometown.aol.com/queenhagz/ Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: none |
| Thursday, December 20th, 2001 | | 10:57 pm |
shit
I hate all. I dispise everything in existance.I hate anything that will arrive. Except a few people. I have one question, why are people such assholes? Can anyone awnser this? NO, YOU CAN'T! None of you know the awnser to this! Why? Because you're all idiots! heh, no I just kid. But honestly, why don't they all just die? I wish I could kill thm all. They ruin everything. I wish I could just live with the people I care about. But no, it all gets fucked up. Well, I'm sick of it all. I care about these people: Yvonne, Kayla, Stephanie, Alicia, Vinny, Kristin, Brian, Andy, Zack, Eddie, Mike(Schneider), Mike(my brother), Mike(Kayla's brother), Angela, my mom, Jake, Kerri Homerick, and most of all Janelle. I care about other people but I'm too damn lazy to name them all. (now the song is KoRn-freak on a leash) Well motherfuckers, I'm gonna go. I'll write later if I feel like it. Peace, ~Raos Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Marilyn manson - disposable teens |
| 8:42 pm |
|
| 8:04 pm |
look
It took a while but I got it done I'm making christmaspresents and now I hev a better journal, I'm actually happy. Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: nickleback- too bad |
| 6:19 pm |
|
| Wednesday, December 19th, 2001 | | 7:18 pm |
::sigh::
Hello, again my little slaves, my f*cking serfs! Well, I feel sick. (lol brian) I really do. I don't want to go to school and I don't want to move at all. Well, I'm gonna do something else, like make a cd. peace, ~Raos Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: none |
[ << Previous 20 ]
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
sephiroth2200's journal
